COUGH!!!

My cough has gotten so bad to the point that I'm ...
- losing sleep.
- cannot speak a full sentence without coughing in between.
- gagging to a point that sometimes ends in dry vomits.
- boiling a flask of water every few hours to drink.
- feeling suicidal ... just to end this agony. (don't worry I won't do anything stupid)
- crying pathetically that I cannot make this cough end sooner.
- making my hubby angry too cuz he's fed up with the noise, disturbances.

He says he cares. He certainly didn't looked like he cared when I was coughing and trying to explain to him why I didn't want to help him pick out tee shirts at F-Men. He walked away from me. I had to run after him, coughing and choking with my words.

People stare at me when I cough like I have some deadly contagious disease. I'M SICK!!! PITY ME and don't make me feel worse than I already am!

I wish someone, anyone ... I'll even make a pact with the devil himself just to be rid of this damn cough ... so that I can get back to normal!

I'll see the doc tomorrow morning ... hope he/she can give me some instant cure. But I highly doubt it.