office blues at home

I brought home work today.

I barely did 10 mins ... hubby said that he is waiting for me to go to bed.

He has fever.

So indirectly I'm feeling that he's saying that in a roundabout way :

"Because of you I cannot rest while I am sick."

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And don't tell me he doesn't mean it that way ... he always talk in roundabout. Which I HATE!!!

And do you expect your spouse who is at work, to answer your sms's and answer your phone calls DURING OFFICE HOURS!!!

He called me at 5.15pm demanding to know why I disappear. Say he called 5 times leaving me a few sms's. I WORKING LOH!!!! I told him I was busy and he actually dared to sound pissed that I didn't answer his calls.

And he never call me 5 times loh! That ONE time he called to ask me why I didn't answer ... I PICKED UP that one loh!!! Then sms ... ONLY ONE!! Blardy hell.

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Soon we'll be dipping into money problems. He is doing too much too soon in my opinion. Then if I dare to say no. He'll give me that guilt feeling that I'm stopping him, holding him back. So I now let him do what he wants. I don't care liao. He want to do what let him do what.

I'm not as concerned as before anymore.

Lucky my pay goes into my own name account. Anything happens ... oh well I'd rather not think nor talk about it.

*thinks ... shit*