... one way traffic.

I need attention ...
But not in the way he explains it.

I've tried to find it from other sources, the same attention from other guys, but ... it just doesn't feel the same.

I know why it doesn't feel the same.

Just simply because it was ... him.

I didn't want the attention from just any one. I want the attention from him.

It is clear to me that nobody will ever be able to replace him in my heart.

I know what I want and I'm stubborn too.

It hurts to know that I love someone so much but ... I've not been loved back.

One way traffic doesn't work.

Now all I can do is distract myself with other points in my life.

To go on this one way traffic path and watch the scenery pass me by.