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There are apparently two of me.

One of me is a happy-go-lucky, open-minded and love going out with friends.
This me I like. When I travel, I smile. When I'm with friends, I'm more fun.

The other me ... is an emotional wreck who cannot control her emotions.
I tend to go into a crying fit, depression symptoms, and even to the point of crossing "boundries".

These two are me, but why can't I control that emotional wreck that seems to mess things up in my life. Important things, people close to me ...

This really scares me ... the part where I CANNOT CONTROL it.

Sigh. Need a peaceful getaway ... or a job. LOL