I need to give it some thoughts

Something clicked inside my mind today as I sat on the boat ride from Batam.

I dunno ... I think I'll be making a big decision again soon.

I really need to think it through, plus need to talk to hubby about it. I wonder if he'll support my decision.

This click in my brain has got me thinking so much that I even lost the mood to go for my kickboxing lesson today, even though I've lugged all my gym stuff along.

I think I'll go home, binge and have a good cry over it.

I'm now not somewhere where I want to be. I wanna change but can I?