One of the best Mambo nights

Maybe it was the wine and beer mixed drinking.
Or maybe because I told myself I must enjoy myself tonight.

All in all, I had fun.

I've not danced on the centre platform for such a long time.
It was also a good feeling to see the familiar faces of friends who returned smiles and some hugs too.

It was also fun to see the dancefloor folk smile happily and following the Mambo moves along with us.

No pushing and shoving. No drunkard ang mohs. No breakouts of fights. No ah-guas pouring their drinks on my leg and me wanting to beat him/her to a pulp.

It was a good night ... and the pounding headache I'm feeling now I guess is a testament of it.

;)

$74 for NOTHING

I ordered coloured lenses about a month ago from a spree.
I super regret it now.

WHY THE FUCK MUST SG CUSTOMS FIND FAKE CONTACT LENS NOW!?
Why can't they discover it AFTER I get my lenses?!!??!

Worst of all I won't get a refund!!!
As in the stupid T&C, in the case where the items are confiscated by SG Customs, they are NOT RESPONSIBLE!!! I'm never ordering these online ever again!

Why the fucking China make so many fake things! Why not just ban China altogether ... then we'll see how many business just go bust.

Fuck ... fuck ... fuck x gazillion.

1 + 1 makes 1

There are apparently two of me.

One of me is a happy-go-lucky, open-minded and love going out with friends.
This me I like. When I travel, I smile. When I'm with friends, I'm more fun.

The other me ... is an emotional wreck who cannot control her emotions.
I tend to go into a crying fit, depression symptoms, and even to the point of crossing "boundries".

These two are me, but why can't I control that emotional wreck that seems to mess things up in my life. Important things, people close to me ...

This really scares me ... the part where I CANNOT CONTROL it.

Sigh. Need a peaceful getaway ... or a job. LOL

...

... why?

is it hard

Is it really so hard to just send a reply?
To just say hi?

Even if you're tired or another reason, can't you just reply "I'm busy."?

... but nothing. Ignorement.

Sad.

... a little break ...

Going off to the budget terminal in a while.
Pray Tigers don't give me trouble.

Heard rallies will be happening around too. Hrmmm ... hope that doesn't affect my budget shopping. Looking for bargain walking shoes and dresses.